HELLO, LOVES!
finally, i have decided to pay heed to your requests and post another Life Update. i'm really happy that loads of people take interest in them, sometimes even more than what i post about Jackky Bhagnani. O.O being his biggest fan, i should be bugged that you all care about something more than him, but if that something in question is me, i feel pretty honoured. =D
this past Monday, the Primary section of my school had an end-of-term party which was SO FRIKKIN AWESOME, because it was the first party i attended since my own birthday in March, haha. since i'm not a class teacher, i didn't have to stay in one classroom, and i had the liberty of roaming around the Primary section and going into each and every class to steal some food and annoy the children. i had a nice time.
i also took loads of pictures, because i was
- hoping to post some on my blog
- making use of my camera.
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| my mum and her favourite student |
all these students are from my mum's class. i only managed to take one picture with one of my own students:
and then, i decided to invade grade 3. before i got confirmed as a KG Assistant in this school, i used to substitute for various teachers in the Primary section whenever they were absent. ever since i taught Math to third graders, they have become my most favourite students ever, and i have become their most favourite teacher. they're also the most crazy, naughty, rude, spoilt, and misbehaving children i have ever seen, but i absolutely adore them.
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| they all wanted a picture with me |
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| HAHA -.- |
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| girls! ♥ |
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| i think his intention was to ruin every picture |
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| HAHAHAHAHAHA |
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| i salute her for being their teacher. |
there was also the Annual Sports Day held at our school. the students were divided into three teams, Purple, Green and Orange, and since orange is my favourite colour, i was rooting for them in ways suitable for a hyper 6 year old on a sugar rush. i also had medal duty, so i had to be there the entire day handing out medals to the winners of all the grades while the rest of the KG teachers went home once the KG races finished.
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| watching the orange participants walk away defeated. |
Orange lost pathetically.
anyway, winter vacations have started! i am so excited to do the activity that i love the most = sleep.
unfortunately, last Friday, there was a huge staff meeting in school, in which the Vice Principal informed the teaching staff of an entire change in the curriculum for the next term. all the teachers took home a booklet, which they will have to study during the winter vacations and blah. i haven't even opened it yet. honestly, this laziness will be the cause of my demise someday. =P
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i also made a friend in school! as unbelievable as it sounds, it's true. my first friend here is an almost 15 year old boy, in grade 9. i started talking to him because we were the only kids left in school, since his exams got over and he had to stay back due to his mum being a teacher after the rest of the kids left, and i had to stay back due to my mum fixing up her students' end of term reports, cause i can't go home without her.
he informed me that there is a girl in grade 9 who looks EXACTLY like me. now, my brother has told me the same thing, and so have a couple of third graders, but i never believed it. this guy happens to be her best friend, and i got to see her picture. she does look like me. she could be my twin. i do not like this at all.
he told me she's "emo", and he's glad that i'm not. i'm glad too, i think Pakistanis acting like emos is a pretty awkward thing to come to terms with.
anyway, this boy's mum is none to happy about his new friendship with me. every time she sees him talking to me, she'll call him away, and usually i don't see him after that. teacher-dude, if you're wondering whether i have my sights on your son, you are SO close-minded. he's in grade 9. he could be my little brother. plus, he talks like a girl, which is why its easy for me to talk to him! i miss my female friends loads. it helps if the only person who doesn't actually mind talking to me talks just like them.
*sighs*
anyway, this surely does not interfere in my effort to remain happy. i am pretty much always in a good mood now, and i'm really glad that i'm able to maintain it.
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Who's that peeking in my window?
You should let some more skin show
And if one of these websites get the info,
We can work it out, no Nintendo
I just hit ALT, TAB
Switchin' in between two convos
I should just call, cabs
And bring 'em both here to the condo
Yeah, normally it ain't a question
We would cross paths like an intersection
But she just too far away for affection
So i pray that we never lose the connection
Cause I remember Stacy, she prob'ly hate me,
She used to threaten she had a man to replace me
She talked that shit, I just hit the escape key
And then she get mad, and wanna go and erase me
And I remember Amy, she used to AIM me
She stayed up late, and used to blame me
She said I'm too wild, she wanna tame me
I told her even Photoshop couldn't change me
But you-you-you, you got me open girl, why lie?
We ain't even trying to settle so why try?
End the night with a kiss and a bye bye
No strings attached, your love is so wi-fi
Girl, girl, girl, girl, girl, girl
She's my digital girl.
i made loads of online friendships this year, due to not knowing anyone here at all. most of them were good, and they lasted.
now, there is one such friendship in my life which kind of turned into something else. i met this guy online in the beginning of the year, he seemed nice. we started talking loads, and he was REALLY nice. you know, easy to talk to, funny, intelligent, and quite good looking. we spoke about our families, school, friends, exams, and tons of other things.
after around 8 months of our friendship, he confessed that he really, really likes me, in that way, and he wants a relationship. trouble is, he lives in a different city.
that's right, in a different city. and my dear Pakistani blog-friends will know how far Lahore is from Karachi. =P we have never met, and that's why i can probably never judge how he actually is in real life. though i was flattered and everything, just because he claims to have immense feelings for me and says that he'll be faithful in our long distance relationship (LDR for short), doesn't mean that i am going to be a complete fool and say yes to him.
i never, ever would want a long distance relationship, but i am confused in this case. i mean, he's SO nice, nicer than most of the boys i've known. so far, he's remained in consistent contact even though i haven't given him the answer to his question yet. i like talking to him loads. i honestly wish he lived in Karachi so we could make this work.
i've also been giving this LDR thing a thought. it makes life slightly easier for me, because i won't have to
- get into the hassle of meeting him regularly
- be worried if anything goes wrong, i can just block+delete from my online life, and block his number from my phone
- spend money on anything, as long as we both have our network connection packages
i need advice, please give me some =P i know i sound like a complete retard, but i am so clueless in this situation. since i'm young, a digital relationship seems harmless, and i have no intention of "getting serious" with anyone anyway at the age of 16.
you all do need to understand that i barely have friends, so if someone is willing to give me attention night and day, and is there for me to talk to, then why not?
She's my digital girl
Not a day goes by, shawty
Without you on my mind, shawty.
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on a slightly more ridiculous note, look at this message i got in my Facebook inbox:
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| nice pretty face i have? O.O |
rather than being flattered, i feel quite bugged. so THIS is how they find losers to dance in loserish Pakistani music videos?
plus, did he not notice the massive cloth covering half my head? how would Pakistan react if THAT was to be shown on TV?
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i also saw the Fall For Your Type - Jamie Foxx ft. Drake music video. i've heard this song before, but just Drake's version. this one just has Drake rapping, and Jamie Foxx doing all the singing. OMG, i LOVE this song. love love love love love love love LOVE! though i thought the video was a bit similar to Loving You No More - Diddy Dirty Money ft. Drake. that's just my opinion, but it has substance, haha.
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| how boring is this cover? |
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remember when i said i would not carry on with the OMGMARRYME series? well, if i did, these would be my next two marriage candidates.
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| Kunal Kapoor and Kunal Khemu |
but ever since Jackky Bhagnani replied to me, i have given up on this series, haha =P
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so, this concludes my Life Update. i tried to make it as massive as i could, to make up for not posting it earlier. recently, i've been receiving praise for my writing, which means a LOT to me. it also makes me a bit self-conscious though, haha. so if the writing of this post is not as good as the previous ones, please forgive me. =P that's just the result of me getting nervous.
loads of love!
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